20051030

i am currently, as i feared, dying for the last book of the mediator.

i just KNEW it would happen once i finished the 5th book. i want that book. now. arrrrghhhh GAHH. i could have just went to kino just now but my parents didnt allow me too. NO FAIR. the shopping just now was so totally NOT shopping ohkay.

my skating costume and the skirt is really nice. (: just that the practice skirt is waaay shorter than what its supposed to be, but nevermind. it's the same length as sarah's so its understandable right. xD so anyway, i have to lose at least 2kg in 3 weeks.

yea fullstop.
20051028

IM PROMOTED!! YESSSSS! HURRAHH! XDDDDDD

heeheeheeeee. me, kimyung, melissa& laiweng all managed to get promoted, even though we scraped. BUT WHATEVER. we still got promoted. yippees. and ms ong was telling me and kimyung to work harder. yes i will, dont worry. (hopefully) and no, i dont think we're bad influence to each other. hehh.

oh i realised something. those ppl im my future OM group (or rather my group currently) are all slackers. yay. hahaha. ohwells, WE'RE GONNA STOP BEING SLACKERS.

and me and janabel are fated. hahaha. we're gonna take our theory exam (both taking SECOND TIME) at the furama hotel, AND BOTH AT THE BALLROOM. hahahaha. how nice. im gonna see her tml. and we're gonna sit for three stupid hours. hooray. and if im unlucky, im going to fail again. BLEAH.

im super pissed. i think im more pissed than kimyung. I HATE YOU FOREVER!!!! I HATE YOU FOREVER!! IM SO PISSED!!! (AHEM im not saying who the you is but it ISNT kimyung, isnt it obvious) that person, he/she is so totally horrible and idiotic and irritating and EVERYTHING. gah im pissed. that person is so hatable. if he/she joins 'the most hatable person' contest, i'll definately vote him/her and he/she'll win. SURE ONE. BELIEVE ME. i think its not only me and kimyung who hates him/her.

im still pissed ohkay. im going to dao that person forever if i can and i will hate him/her forever. (not fully because of today but also because i originally hated him/her and this incident only cause me to hate him/her even MORE) GAH I HATE YOU LA.

darling dave, i miss you so much! you're so cute! when am i gonna see you again? HURMPF. i want that day to come faster because im so obssessed with you and im going to die from missing you. haha that CUTE face. (sarah will know what i meaan) xD i think dave is gonna be more cute and handsome that marcus. marcus is just cute in character. talkative. im sure he's naughtier too. TSKTSK.

sonata in D rocks! both, by scarlatti or by haydn, it BOTH ROCKS! and im going to play BOTH. yippeeee. and that nocturne no.1 in something something (i forgot) rocks too. so because im dying to play those pieces, i've decided to waste my mum's money (hahahha) and buy the other grade 8 exam book. too bad mummy. x))

im going to freeze to death at the iceskating rink tml. oh and i just remembered that the large crowd of girls are gonna be there (including someone who swoons like crap, ARGH) and that's maybe why i arent looking SO forward to it now. with the fact that tml's gonna be a crap day. BLAH.

i think im going to do the thank yous later. if i feel like doing it. and btw, we're not gonna be the baby of the school anymore. boohoos.
20051026

you know what, my favourite piano teacher's never gonna teach me ever again. im sure everyone knows how saddening it can be. she's like so nice. life can be so unfair.

so anyway, all i have to say right now is this :
1) my class has many many hateful ppl
2) the number of ppl hu piss me off often can vary from 5-8
3) i hate *** because she/he/it totally ____.
4) life with SOME people in my class is horrible because it just makes me feel weird and pissed off and i dont know WHY so dont ask me
5) i really feel like thanking ppl hu i practically LOVE because they just light up my life in this year but i dont feel like doing it right now in this blog
6) there's TE tml and i havent practiced so im going to die
7) i cant wait for my theory exam to be over
8) im really fat and i need to lose weight xD

yea, and i'll probably do the thanking thing on friday or something. because then the school year would be over. i hate nanyang.

there's no stairway to heaven today and it dampens my mood.
20051025

im tired. really tired. stoopid piano lesson. GAH.

anyway, west coast park rocks. because the pyramid rocks. and because the sand rocks. and because the field rocks. and because.. ah whatever. hahaha. we were just running arnd anyway.

me and kimyung wanted to write "fiona loves shaobing" but the sand just didnt let us. boohoos. and that stupid fiona wrote my name big big big in the middle of the playground but some nice nice person stamped on it so it was gone. i love that person whoever it was. hahaha.

I LOVE THE PYRAMID except there was too many people and sand kept falling from the top (because of our shoes) GAHS. dirty everywhere. sand in my shoes, in my socks, on my hands, EVERYWHERE. yay i love the sand xD

YES I FINALLY BOUGHT THE MEDIATOR BOOK 5 hurraaay. im so lucky that they sold no. 5! was totally dying for it. they dont sell 6. boohoohoos. i want the whole collection. blahs. im currently reading it. =D

there's stairway to heaven tonight! yay! i love stairway to heaven and chewfei loves it too. haha she wanted me to write that. she wanted me to write that chewfei rocks but i dont feel like writing that. wahahah what can u do abt me. heeeheee. xD

i dont even know what time im supposed to go to school tomorrow. freaking horrible. what a stoopid way of planning timetable. hurrmppf. anyway all i can do now is wait for chewfei to tell us.. jiayou chewfei...

melissa thinks of jonathan shin all the time! huray. she keeps mentioning him. xD and i think they are very compatiable (however u spell it) yay. hahaha. anyway the sec 3s are gone to china. how sad. and its for a loonnggg period of time too! i heard this scandal abt my cello SL. hahaha i shall not mention it.

im currently trying to do this horrible maths sum that my mum threw to me because my brother couldnt solve it. (and neither could she) so they happily threw it to me. hurrmmppf i hate maths. stupid maths I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS MATHS SUCK FOREVER.

anyway, i shall not dampen my spirits as there's stairway to heaven later, and im going to cry my heart out again.
20051023

is love beautiful, or is it painful?

if you didnt mean what you said, why did you have to lead me on? if those feelings werent real, then why am i still feeling so sore? i believed you. maybe it was a mistake on my part. i should have known that those words that made my heart melt was all untrue.

but obviously now i know, the painful truth, that it was all just some words that meant nothing. nothing at all. if you didnt feel that way, why did you have to tell me, why did you have to lead me on? if you hadnt, i wouldnt be feeling how i feel all these weeks, hurt.

was is all my fault, or is the cause of it you? if you didnt feel for me, why did you have to keep me, to say those things to me, to plead and make my heart soften. why didnt you just let me go? because now its so clear to me that everything i thought you were arent true.

i feel anger, i feel hatred, i feel hurt, but yet those feelings wont go away. because now i know, that if i hadnt been so softhearted, i wouldnt be hurt by you, and so badly at that. im afraid, im scared, that because of my softheartedness, the whole thing will repeat all over again. it'll just cause me more harm and hurt. am i right?

so therefore, im going to just forget everything and i must get you out of my life, out of my memory FOREVER. i really wish i dont have to see you ever again (though i know i will no matter what), but yet how come when i dont get you see you i feel sad? my heart and mind is like, so contradicting. oh whatever. it's over anyway.

oh yeah, i was reading the mediator book 4 and i got so seriously engrossed in it. hahahha. i cried at one part. how silly of me. tsktsk. i think it was the part when suze realised that jesse was gone forever. (but of course not forever, she just thought so, but anyway) i mean, how would you feel if your love of your life was gone forever? hahaha. ohkay, except that jesse's a ghost. how unrealistic. but still, the book's nice and im going to finish it. =D im dying for the fifth book. GAH.

my theory exam's next week. im going to just die. my butt will hurt from sitting on the damned chair for three hours. oh yay (yeah right) and besides im gonna reach learning point super late (if i can make it anyway).

my bro's stoopiddd revision paper for MATHS sucks like shit. the two last questions suck la. and anyway, i solved the second last question when neither my MUM nor my bro could. hurrayy. that proves my maths isnt that bad. (i mean, not that im being ego, but please, my MUM couldnt solve it. sarah you know how smart my mum is supposed to be right. haha) so anyway, that question made me use all my brainpower (almost all la) so i couldnt think for the last question. whatever, i still hate maths. GAH. stoopid new principal of my primary school. mr lim rocks so much better. at least he doesnt put super hard maths questions in a revision paper right.

oops. i just realised this post is kinda long. ohkay whatever. im going to stop here.
20051022

my solo program's music ROCKS! hurraay! hahaha. and the starting position is so cute! ERR. haha actually im supposed to start like how sarah starts with one leg crossed on the toepink but i dont know why i cant balance properly. =X so i end up with my leg beside on the toepick and the hands overlap. cute but silly. ohkay nvm. hahaha.

but somehow i cant finish the routine in time. maybe im not doing it fast enough. only ONE PATHETIC MINUTE! and look at wad i have to do:

starting position; arms open& backward swizzle; left step with arm gesture; right step ditto; two foot turn; backward crossovers on left foot five times; backward stroking six times; t-stop on left foot; arms scoop and open; backward crossovers on right foot; two foot spin; t-stop on right foot; ending with arms in the air (lame and i cant balance due to dizzyness or doing t-stop wrongly)

WAHLAO HOW TO FINISH IN ONE MINUTE LA. hahaha ohkay actually its possible. i'll practise more after my theory exam. SHIT! its next week! and i'll never be with my lovely learning point class again! BOOHOOHHOOHOOOOOOOOO

anyway, i got my piano teacher a present. im such a nice student right =D hahaha. cos im changing teacher, and she's such a nice teacher. sad to leave her. sighhh. sarah's birthday to my mummy is so sweet! i love that figurine! (:

im going to take grade 3 cello exam next year. i have three pathetic months to START preparing. so dumb. whatever. im going to flunk it la. and mr chan says its impossible to fail (lame right) and shameful to get a pass (!!!!!!!) HELLO, I GOT A PASS FOR MY PIANO EXAM LA. HURRRRMMMPPPPPFFFFF. ohkay fine nvm. then he must train me to get at least merit. whatever.

oh and i almost died of heart attack when i saw darling sarah's sms. i was actually eating my dinner can. i almost fainted. she said that auntiemummy (her mother) read the smses in my grandfather's phone. apparently i HAD used his phone looonnnggg ago to send smses to someone and forgot to delete it. (well actually i did but i didnt delete all, i forgot) and i was practically dying over there because then her mother would know everything.

at first i thought sarah was lying but nope, its TRUE. i died-ed can. (if there's such a word) i mean, she READ the messages? so she was asking sarah whether i you-know-what you-know-what and BLA, and darling sarah told her those messages are from kimyung (sorry kimyung haha) and managed to convince her. THANK YOU SARAH I LOVE YOU FOREVER! hahhahaha. ohkay anyway, i hope her mother has forgotten about those messages and will never ask me about it.

byebye my dear learning point class. i'll miss every one of you (maybe not kh because he's such a nerd HAHA)
20051021

how i wish i could go home and sleeeeep and never come to school ever again. tsktsk. but i know it's impossible. heh x))

im super bored right now. we're supposed to slack till like, when school end or until speech training sucks. GAH. so dumb la. they made me confess im zhenping's angel!! GRRR. so unfair la. they should have let us admit ourselves in a letter or something. NOT FAIR. hurrmmppff.

anyway, im going to say something that may be offensive to some ppl. hahaha.
my class is actually very un-united and i realised that there is many hateful ppl in the class. sighs.

there's this very ESP hateful person which is very irritating. and i shall not mention who. lalalalalaalala~ i still miss 6attentiveness VERY MUCH and i really wish i can go back to p6. but obviously its impossible and will never happen so... ohwells. ihatethatclass

im still very bored. haha. making this very pink picture on adobe photoshop. and im kao lu-ing to submit it to blogskins but actually its quite messy. cos i actually meant to doodle only then i realised its quite nice. (cos it's pink HAHA) did i mention im in the comp lab? hurhur.

kimyung is being very lame by opening and closing my phone to hear that SUPER SOFT sound (cos its on silent mode - dont ask me why got sound) hahaha.
20051019

horrible& tiring day, and i think im going to faint anytime. i almost fainted I THINK. hahahha. anyway, i've made my practise skirt and my skating outfit! HURAAY! =D and its pink! with crystals (sequins, wadever haha) and it rocks! yay! oh and the skirt is 11 inches! um, issit longer or shorter than sarah? HMM. natalie is envious of me! WAHAHA.

WHY MUST SARAH ALWAYS GET PISSED WITH ME? everytime i like something THAT SHE DOESNT LIKE she will get pissed with me and BLA. not like i got pissed at u for being so crazy over ice princess& hotchicks and i dont even KNOW wadthehell that is. I WASNT EVEN PISSED.

so why are you so pissed that i like korean shows? u mean i cant like stairway to heaven, i cant want to watch april snow BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO? PUHLEAASE. oh wadever. today is such a sucky day la.

oh and you know what? its not that u're more to the emotional side or sensitive side. its that you're more to the "i want ppl to follow me" side. and its not that im hard to understand. its because u dont like the things im starting to like. FOR EXAMPLE, PINK. but in the end you still liked pink, ohkay?

im so pissed with every single person in my house now. ESP MY MAID. she almost spoiled my music stand, and then she's so dumb and lazy to not tell me so many things. AND I ENDED UP GETTING SCOLDED BY MY MUM. oh wadever. this sucks.

and you, i wish you would never come online. because when u come online, i get reminded of you and her, and then everything falls into place, and then it makes my heart ache again. i feel like deleting you from my contacts but im afraid i'll regret. NO. not the main reason. maybe i cant bear to do it cos like, a bit evil right. AH BLA. anyway, i wish i will never see you again in my life, and that we will never talk to each other again, and that one day you'll be erased from my mind, from my life, from my memory, FOREVER.

oh sheesh. am i sounding very evil? OHWELLS. im so prepared for another horrible day because THERE'S CCA TML! i hate it. GAH. we're such a failure.
20051018

IM HAPPY! IM HAPPY! WHOOHOO!!! I FINALLY GET AN A1!! HURAY! (im being stupid i know & im pathetic)

im barely passing my humanities. so what is it that i got an A1? HURHUR YEA ITS HMP. (i know, lame, its an extra subject and almost the whole class got an A1 so no big deal but still, it IS an A1 right) and it DOES pull my marks up! HOORAYY!

ohkay but actually im super disappointed for getting horrible marks for my hmp exam. (horrible to me anyway) hahaha. maybe my expectations too high. but anyway, its over so nothing can be done about it.

the skipping competition was fun! skipping ROCKS! haha. so we gotta wear red shirt to sch tml (ew, red sucks) because its for the HEART WEEK or wadever it is. my class turned 2nd last for the 5k skip-a-thon but nevermind at least we arent last. haha (: and 5k IS very tiring ohkay. try skipping 5k la.

my results suck so much i probably wont get promoted. BLAH.
20051017

ohkay, all im going to say abt my results is that nope, im not happy with it. and im freaking disappointed with my chinese compo. but IM SUPER HAPPY with myself for my english compo! WHOOHOO! hahahha. ohkay enough.

anyway, what im going to say next is something that (AHEM) will hopefully not cause kimyung& peisan& laiweng to say: I THOUGHT YOU SAID J8 WAS BORING. because obviously i heard that line a thousand times already. make mistake cannot ah! hahaha. ohkay, so anyway, J8 ROCKS!!

uh. im like getting addicted to j8 because 1) the minitoons shop rocks like hell 2) the neoprint machine has no freaking time limit so we get beauooootifully decorated neos =D 3) there's a cinema there. so im definately going to j8 when i go out with sarah. that is, when i actually am allowed to go out with her. hur.

sooooo, me jo& val went j8 and suyun was supposed to come... but then afterthat she said she was too tired to go. (AWW) and so i managed to get a cute card for my mum's birthday. (hooray) and that neoprint machine we went to (the exact one suyun& zhenping went to) HAD NOT TIME LIMIT. so we were over there happily taking our own sweetttt time decorating the pictures. hehhehheh. and there's supposed to be 999 seconds but that stupid machine cock up one, and the time limit didnt move. haha. but anyway, when it finally started moving, it was only when the ppl taking the photos (inside) finished already. so we had to rush because there was only 90 secs left. (GRRR those stupid ppl should have like, took longer. HA) but it didnt really matter because we were almost done anyway. so we ended up with lovely neoprints. YAY. hahaha. love those pics LOADS. <333

and anyway, after getting everything, it was time to go home. i was supposed to be back by 6 but unfortunately the journey home was too long (obviously, PUHLEASE its J8, even though it was direct bus). and i spent that looonnnnggg borrrinnggg journey doing what? SLEEPING. hur. i guess i was really too tired, because i REALLY fell asleep and i didnt notice wad was happening around me. (except for the occasionally waking up) yeah so anyway, i really dont know i looked like on the bus at that time. i think at one point of time my head was jerking (haha you know when the bus jerks and the heads of ppl sleeping jerks too), but wadever, not like it matters. i got a rather good sleep anyway (surprisingly HAHAHA).

oh well im still freaking disappointed for my chinese compo. it REALLY pulled me down, and not by A BIT, but by ALOT. freaking LOT LOT LOT. i did rather well for my paper anyway, if not i would have failed. tsktsk but... aiya nevermind. it's over anyway. im quite convinced my humanities is gonna be a freaking big disaster. i am SO mentally prepared to fail. (hopefully i dont just break down and cry or something because i have a skip-a-thon thingy)

nevermind. im happy because THERE'S STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN TONIGHT! =D
oh and i want to watch april snow.
i still want SUGAR that stuffed dog. GAH.
20051016

oh-my-god. this story i just read is so damn touching. BUT THE ENDING IS NOT THERE. i have to purchase the damned book. ARRRGGGHHH. i wish i can get the book.. but i doubt my parents will agree. (its not available at bookstores i have to order it online)

anyway, here's the link to the story. click HERE. i tell you, this story is so damned touching lo. i cried. yups, believe it or not, it made me cry. and i really want to know the ending. i want the damned book!! ARGHH! its such i nice story.

results are released tml! im gna die!


ohkay i just spelled kimyung's name wrongly in a conversation that im having with her on msn. hahaha sorry la. type wrongly cannot arh. x)) i accidentally typed "SHUTUP LA KIMYUN" and i forgot the G and pressed enter. hahaha. and she was like calling me "AUDREE". oh whatever kimyung! haha sorry la cannot ah.

soo, anyway, this is the worst weekend i can ever have in my entire life. (ohkay not really) but at least its worse that those weekends that i have before my EOYs are over. im practically stuck at home because my stupid brother and sister have exams. i want to go shopping. i plan to go one day and buy myself a roxy or billabong pencilcase. if not it shall be thirtysevendegrees pencilcase. (oops actually i forgot wad that brand is called, oh nvm) and i want a new sling bag. yupps. and of cos i shall find nice clothes. like skirts and tops and shorts and everything nice. oh wells, im like dreaming of shopping. blah.

AIYA SORRY LA KIMYUNG I TYPING IN BLOGGER STOP SAYING BYE. hahahha. she's threatening me to not lend me the scarf.. sobsob.. blackmail la... haha. i reply slower by like, one minute cannot arh.. haha.. ohkay jus jk. no offence x)) kimyung is very evil because she blogged abt mr sze.. tsk. and she added in her post: sorry mr sze.. please dont read my blog.. HAHAHA. so evil right? shit la she just went offline... stupid kimyung. oh she's back again. ohkay this is really lame. =.=

yays! i chose my iceskating costume! PINK PINK PINK PINK!!! hahahahah. i demand a pink outfit. i cant wait to take my measurements and get my practise skirt.. (: i love the costume i chose! hopefully got pink colour de.. please let pink be available.. =D

im going to write a letter to tiffany & one to my mortal. tonight. haha. because im still blardi bored. and i have to practise that mozart duet.. sigh.. the second page so hard.. stupid turns. turn after turn after turn.. so sian one.. GAH.

i realise that i miss you so much. but why? this is so ridiculous. i wish i can forget you. hopefully i can forget you. maybe i really shouldnt have treated you that way.. maybe everything would be different now. maybe... oh wells. i guess i just have to take it in my stride, yeah? but im still curious to know your answer. what you would say, your feelings, and whether you would have said yes, or just disappoint me. anyway, im giving up that thought now, so it wouldnt really matter. was it right of me to give that thought up? hmm. i'll never know the answer.

oh crap im still dying to go shopping!
20051015

i doubt any one of you will be interested to read this post, as it will contain alot of rubbish and crap and BLA.

everyone knows, that EOYs are finally over, right? that its the time to play, to relax, to release all stress that we ever had when we were mugging so hard for those exams, right? i thought so too, only to realise that nope, im wrong. i understand, last week on saturday, i wont be able to go out and shop or eat a nice dinner with sarah, because i was having exams. fine, i know i have to study, it was expected anyway. but i really demand to know, why oh why, this week im not allowed to go out either? dont i deserve to get some relaxation and fun, after all the hard work? dont i?

you say im self-centered, but arent you even worse? i mean, fine, i know you're stressed up and everything, but my exams are over, my stress is supposed to be like, GONE, you know, DISAPPEAR? but nope, you dont let me, you dont let any of us have NO STRESS, because you make sure stress comes to us one way or another. you dont let me have any fun, you keep me to the house to hear your screaming and everything.

please. sarah has gone shopping and everything, even though her sister has exams. i fully understand that my siblings are having exams, and that our family CANNOT go out shopping. but how come sarah's family can? and besides, nvm if we dont go out, you dont even let me follow them. just what is your freaking problem? i so totally wish that i was born into sarah's family instead of mine. or like, i was sarah's sister or something.

and what about you? where are you when i need you? when im in my saddest moods, you're never there for me, and yet you claimed that you will always be there for me. i wish you never told me that, and that i never met you, and that everything never happened. i just wish.. that i was back in like, i dont know, p5? when i was sweet and innocent and everything (ohkay not really)

i really wish that i was adopted by my parents and that my biological parents will faster hurry up and take me back to where i belong. (yeah, right)
20051013

back from the iceskating outing.
saw jieying, marissa& irene.
hahha and many other nanyang ppl. gosh.
it was rather fun la.
except im damn tired cos i skate too long le.
hahaha.
and we formed this long caterpillar line and they made me the head.
damn tiring can. pull like crap.
tsktsk.
stupid evil darling sarah is an evilpok.
evil evil evil EVIL.
hhahaha.
look at the conversation we had over sms.
not so accurate but a its something liddat.
sarah: audweena jie! im going iceskating cos xi xian's mum can fetch us! she called your mummy liao, after iceskating then go and make your costume..
me: (called her, and realised she was bluffing.) u stupid! bluff me for wad! knock your head ah!
sarah: is the rink empty or full?
me: full.
sarah: wahahah! too bad!
me: stupid evilpok.
then after iceskating..
sarah: jagquana is iguana's brother! haha!
me: AHEM. his name is jing qin
sarah: NO!!! HIS NAME IS JAGQUANA.
me: ..........
sarah: jagquana is audweena's husband!
me: NO LO. i am so not his wife.
sarah: yes you are. jagquana& audweena.
me: ERM. AUDWEENA IS SUCH A HORRIBLE NAME. i am audrey.
sarah: are you saying you are horrible? CUS YOU ARE AUDWEENA! HAHAHAS!
me: ......... stupid evilpok. im not talking to you anymore! DOOT DOOT DOOT.
sarah: stop tooting you evil porky audweena. evilpok sounds nice!
me: ......... (not answering liao)
ohkay this conversation is uber lame and its stupid.
hahahahaha.
darling sarah, my name is audrey, not audweena.
i want to make the iceskating skirt!
dammit. when can i make ah?
HMPFS.
oh i just did this survey on age personality.
AND IM A TEENAGER AT HEART!
hurraaaay.
hahahaha. =D this is lame.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAIWENG.
its so saddening that she wasnt allowed to go iceskating...
hais nvm. the outing is over liao.
and chiling, you just have to jiayou cos the skill is always there de. (:
i made a friend at the skating rink!
one of the figure skaters at freestyle 1.
so pro rite.
haha we just shook hands cos she smiled at me and asked my name.
so nice right. hahaha.
i cant wait for saturday to come.
i hate speech training and all the rehearsals. bleah.
20051012

new blogskin.
credits to a blogskin designer KY-
(not kimyung haha)
cos i got these pics from her blogskin.
and i LOVE her blogskin.
i love this one too.
because it features jingshu& chengjun in their childhood!
arent they sweet? (:
and because it's by me.
heheheh.

oh damns.
i didnt make the merit.
oh well,
at least i passed.
oh and i wanted to cry but i couldnt.
i think its because i was too happy that EOYs are finally over.
HAHA.
im going to skate arnd the rink a thousand times like a kookoo tml.
because no one's going to practise figure skating with me.
OH DAMN.
my darling sarah isnt even going.
HMPFS.
kimyung isnt going either.
I THINK.
and stupid janabel& laiweng arent going EITHER.
only peisan. arghhhhh.
nvm peisan i will skate with you. (: hahaha.

laiweng,
your mum is just so cruel.
ITS UR BDAE TML AND SHE GIVE YOU PIANO LESSON.
poor girl.
HAPPY EARLY BDAE LAIWENG! =D
may all ur wishes come true!

i have one month to learn that mozart duet before the audition to perform.
i am SO dead.
and that song rocks anyway.
hahaha.

there's a STUPID fly flying arnd in my room right now.
AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH
shooooooooo go away.
why do insects love my room so much.
i want to squash it.
someone HELP me.

i want to go out with jun& jq!
ahhhs.
stupid jq hasnt called me to arrange.
knock his head.
i am so obsessed with stairway to heaven. =D

you've changed,
and i know it.
u used to be so much nicer,
and you would never hurt me.
but now..
sigh.. i wish you knew.
but i guess its reality, right?
20051011

hurrahhhh!!!
EOYS ARE OVER!!!
YES YES YES YES YES
IM HAPPYYYYYYYYY =D

hurhurhur.
today rocked la.
i went out with kimyung, peisan & laiweng.
AND I LIKE, WENT TO THE OTHER SIDE OF SINGAPORE.
tsktsk.
hahs i went j8.
yupppp and its like 1 hour away from my house.
i wont never have went there if there was no direct bus.
and besides, they were persuading me like crazy.
and because i've never been there (yes im pathetic)
i DID say it was boring la.
OHKAY LA ITS NOT BORING LA.
happy laiweng& peisan?
TSKTSK.
hahahahha.

oh and whenever we saw some cathigh ppl
kimyung kept saying "miao miao"
LIKE WADEVER LA.
SO LAME!
hahaha.

I WANT SUGAR!!!!!
I WANT SUGAR!
laiweng, you say one arh
must gimme sugar for my bdae.
oh and sugar isnt SUGAR.
its a softtoy doggie!!
and it's so damn cute.
i LOVE IT TO BITS.
i was so damned tempted to buy it..
but too ex le..
haha so decided not to.
10.90 leh!
like so damn ex la.
but it's so cute!
ITS SO CUTE!!
CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE =D

stupid hmp exam la.
i dont know how to do the transposing for french horn!
and wad the hell is the lowest note for clarinet!!
HMPFS
and how was i to know trombone isnt a transposing instru?!
and that trumpet is a transposing instru?!?!
afterall, i didnt study much.
HAHAH.
stupid la im going to fail.
oh and mr lim knows how to play the piano piece playing on this blog now!!!
ITS SO NICE!!!
HE SUDDENLY PLAYED IT WHEN I WAS CHECKING MY PAPER.
and i was like omg.
according to him,
its by chopin, piano concerto no.1, 2nd movement.
IM GOING TO LOVE WHOEVER CAN GET THE SCORE FOR ME.
cos mr lim is evil and doesnt want to photocopy the score.
HAHAH.
ohkay jk la.
cannot say he evil. later got teacher come and complain.
hurhur.
stupid mosquito.
bite me again.
everytime i sit at my table i get mosquito bites!
GRRRR
i bet there's a mosquito living under my table.
i want to squashhh it to death.
except i cant cos i cant find it.
or rather, havent seen it.
havent managed to see it.
oh wadever.
HAHAHA.

oh we saw brittany and tianyi.
so surprised.
ahhaha.
and we took neos!!
but its like.. hmm, quite black.
i mean the background.
hahah.
nvm its still nice la, right? (:

i dont care.
i want sugar.
hehh.
and im SO glad EOYS are over. (:
20051007

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20051006

im stoning in the comp lab right now.
im like, SO DAMN BORED.
z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z z.....

why on earth is my stupid hmp exam at like
1.15?!?!?
oh yeah, what a good way for me to stone in school.
but thankyew veh much i would rather much go home after my hisory paper.
at like 10am.
that would be SO MUCH BETTER.
and know what, NO,
nanyang does not let the HMP ppl have a extra day of exam for themselves.
and the AEP ppl gets one.
how fair. NOT.

wish me good luck on surviving this stoning,
THEN THE EXAM.
oh wells im going to meet my doom in like 2 hours time.
20051005

freaking exams.
cant wait for them to be like OVER.
im going to fail everything.

two weeks has passed by now..
and yet i cant seem to let go.
you'r having a easy time forgetting me and i know it.

why on earth am i joining jump and spin?
im going to like,
die.